Me.

Dear Dumb Diary,十年了，我才发现到自己有多可悲。

每一次有朋友生气或悲伤时，不是我不想去安慰他们，是我不敢。就是有一次，我去安慰XX，他说的话让我记到现在：“唉呀，Marina，你有够好，每天看到你哈哈大笑，傻傻的，一定是什么烦恼都没有，为什么要关我的事？你根本不会明白我的！”

对，没错！我活得很爽快是吧? 没烦恼是吧？屁啦！

哈！你以为我没有过伤心的阶段吗？你没看过我生气是吧？你有给过我机会去生气你吗？

我连生气的机会都没有。把所有事情埋在心里，我也不想要这样啊。有机会哭不去哭，有机会骂人不去骂，而悄悄地在一个角落哭泣..haih...

但，现在，我好开心阿，因为发现到自己慢慢变了。自从3年前遇到她，才改变的。

我也很开心，最近，把所有埋在心里应该说的话都通通把它由眼泪流去。哭啊..哭啊..哭得很大声，让全家人都着急了。哈哈,好对不起你们啊。

我发誓，从今年开始，万一见到了喜欢的人，再也不会放手

再也不想错过爱情。

私の最愛の家族,You know I love you.

I left another half of me,with the Miyano's. :(
During Physics class today,i was trying to remember about something..something that I've forgotten for over 8 months now. and today,the memory popped out from no where.

The last day of our stay: No cellphone, No transport,No nothing that can connect us with our host family. The only alternative way left is to spend 100 yen per minute to call from the hotel,and so I did. The line was so damn long! everyone waited patiently to call their beloveds.

Fareez was calling his girlfriend in Malaysia,lol i feel like snatching away the ITalk card from him. I talked with Markus,The FSJ guy from Germany while waiting for the line. He's not as fierce as he looks like. XD

"Hallo?", Otousan picked up the phone. He can't really communicate in English,doesn't matter :)
"Nee..otousan.."
Otousan sounded really surprised when he heard me :)
and we talked for just a while,the bill was extremely expensive!!
The most touching part was when he tried hard to say "We Love you,Marina." altho at first i wasn't really understand what he said. but,Aww..
so sweet. :) "Atashi mo,Tousan..."

Otousan,Okaasan,my sisters :)
(Me,wearing kimono)

Me ,Okaasan & Sei-chan (in the tatami room) . Trying on kimono

I LOVE YOU guys.

The pekcek-ness

Can't believe my sister actually get bullied in school. haih

okey i know it's her fault for being so bossy and annoying.lol people got irritated by her good-girl attitude and now the whole class is going against her.
But this is just too much!

The boys throwing insults & harassing her with words..and the worst part is,they hate her because she was in Chinese school,and speaks Mandarin all the time.that's too much! ugh
The girls are actually talking behind her back,and spreading rumors,saying that she started it first,by kicking this boy in class,named Danial 'something'.and THAT's SO NOT TRUE. My sister said he & his gang started it first,and they even insulted her on Facebook.I trust her. yes,Facebook is where the fight began.

Frankly,I know everything that happens on facebook (effects of being in front of the PC,facebooking for over 5 hours per day). and last week, I saw what they did. Cyber-bullying.
So i started adding them,one by one,on facebook and do some nasty stuffs on them,secretly.
they got freaked out when i warned them,never EVER touch their hands on my sister,or ELSE... I said i'm gonna confront them this Monday.

But then,I wasn't there.too busy with tuition,oh man..

And the next day,my sister came home with 2 begs full of garbage in her hands.Guess what,the boys in her class started throwing things at her when the teacher was out for an hour.
WHAT THE BUCK

I was really,REALLY pissed. Apparently,i managed to find a way to get rid of them:

• Signed in on Facebook,and
• PrintScreened everything that they said to my sister.
• Printed on papers
• Bring to school the next day.

I wasn't there to witness everything.Instead,i sent my parents there. I heard it was FUN. They begged my mum for mercy & even cried in front of my parents,hahaha. but too bad they weren't suspended from school as i expected.haih doesn't matter. the printscreen papers helped a lot.Teachers got freaked out too when they saw it.
At least they learnt their lessons...NOT!!

My sister came home again the next day,saying that those dudes wanna have a talk with me. oh,C'mon lah. this is my favorite part--it's like stealing candy from a kid.
But too bad i'm too busy this week for a session with them.alamak
My sister says that they even spread gossips about her. and saying that it's her fault,not theirs.
Somehow,her friends do not trust her. THAT's SUCKS. How can u NOT thrusting your friend u loosers!! ugh!!!

and I came back from school today.Mom said,Mak Cik Ita was angry at mum because of it. She said how can parents come to school for this small matter. WHAT THE VUCK,SMALL!???
hello~I've been expected this from her,since her daughter is one of the bullies. and i guess her daughter did some adjustments to the real story.